Next To Me Lyrics - Harper Roy

I lost the only reason that I ever had 

I did it crazy by myself 

I've always been that mad 

I needed someone by me 

To share the madness with 

To help me through the growing pain 

See me through the myth 

I thought I'd found the goddess 

I never was so sure 

But she, as fickle as the wind 

On the springtime heather moor 

Cavorted on her whim of change 

And with her laughter loud 

Cursed my good and howled my wrong 

And left me in my cloud 

I lie in awful silence 

Pierced by passing seconds 

Every one so long 

And full of you 

And why 

I wake in dreadful hours 

Frightened by each turning 

Feeling that quite soon 

I should give up and die 

Of you, of you but stay alive 

To walk the echoing 

The feeling that it was 

Or maybe not 

A wretched lie 

The silence of the night is pierced 

By owls and thieves 

Sudden gusts of wind 

Rustling my leaves 

Loud explosions in the still 

Born thoughts of old 

Please don't leave your bed for long 

It's next to me and cold