Pain Lyrics - Flying - Grammatrain

I wish that I could say I am a perfect man 

I wish sometimes that I would not be who I am 

One day I decided I would think on this 

Not knowing if faith and pain can co-exist 

Could I ever on my own conceive 

Of someone I did not know, but I need? 

I must be made to be at peace and communion 

'Cause there must be some place, somehow from where I have fallen 

I find through every ounce of pain I feel 

That my mind cannot deny that God is real 

The inconsistency of what I say I should be 

Compared to what I am in actuality 

Leaves me in conclusion that I know the way 

Though I am unable to always obey 

Nothing in this world has satisfied 

My soul's hunger for a deeper life 

The weight of my misdeeds were crushing, blinding me 

And I still live with pain inside but now I can see 

And I find through every ounce of pain I feel 

That my mind cannot deny that God is real 

The pieces of my life are scattered on the floor 

I stared at them till I could take no more 

I do not deserve to be set free 

Forgiveness is what I desperately need 

And if it wasn't for the perfect blood was shed 

Would I not be dead inside but I live instead 

And I find through every ounce of pain I feel 

That my mind cannot deny that God is real 

And I find through every ounce of pain I feel 

That my mind cannot deny that God is real 

I know my faith's still here 

Believe through all my tears