If I Lyrics - Singles - Giles

If I 

if i was a young boy ready to die whould u bring pain whit tears 

hoping i'd lurn to fly 

hopin the angels whould bring me hope and pride so i couldnt say goodbye 

but should i still b afraide but y im i afraide 2 die 

why imi still afraide to live my life and grow up 

& right a letter to my unborn child unborn wife 

but evryday i try n try so hard that i cry. 

its 'cause my brain is filled whit memories and shame 

filled whit hope filled whit anygirl that whould show me her world. 

but fuck im already running out what ic got to say 

but plz god oh god my lord let me stay for a nother day 

if i had a nother way if i had a better mind 

id lurn too pray on evrything iv got 2 say but hey iv got this far 

i know i might as well quit now i aint gon br a star 

im gon drive a 1870 tempo shit whouldnt even get to the bar 

but IF I 

if i was a young boy ready to die whould u bring pain whit tears 

hoping i'd lurn to fly 

hopin the angels whould bring me hope and pride so i couldnt say goodbye 

evryday for me is a day whit tears sum i'd fear sum i whould say cheers 

sumtimes i wanna quit and just be normal for a bit 

but i still try hard on evrything iv got into my heart 

pumping 4.2.7 beats per sec as i let my head right 

say if i whould stay alive and pray whould god give me hes hand 

& shake n take my priere 2 the last stand. 

dear god what i do i do wrong what 

can i do 2 make it true a nother song 

thaty goes like this if i was a young boy ready to die whould u bring pain whit tears 

hoping i'd lurn to fly 

hopin the angels whould bring me hope and pride so i couldnt say goodbye 

"cha" fuck the world then take me to fucking hell i dont give a fuck... 

click clack boom shit..but i still love you god its time to gay goodbye 

"Bring me Home"