I'm The Best At Ruining My Life Lyrics - From Autumn To Ashes

I've boarded up the windows 

To keep the morning from intrusion 

I've left it on the doorknob 

Could you please just not disturb 

Days like this we find it so hard 

To push ourselves up and out of bed 

When nothing falls in favor of 

I have so many things 

I would like to explain to you 

I don't know just how to 

Communicate 

I can't take this body shaking 

Dress and we'll begin 

Night's can be so violent 

When bed's become vacant 

I've blown it once again 

This would have been the last offense and 

You should have been here months ago 

With open arms and honest face 

Address full doubt you've ever felt frustration 

Well, I'm choking on it now 

And it's the hardest thing for me to shake 

I have so many things 

I would like to explain to you 

I don't know just how to 

Communicate 

I can't take this body shaking 

Dress and we'll begin 

Night's can be so violent 

When bed's become vacant 

Is it because of this 

Vacancy that you swear 

Never to, to believe? 

Honestly honest me 

With a look that's so deceiving 

I'll bite, chew, swallow and 

Digest the hands that feed me 

With a bayonet for a tongue 

Swallow swords inadvertently 

And to the organ flame 

I'll maintain a close adjacency 

I have so many themes 

I would love to explain to you 

Farewell to all the days you were 

Within my reach 

And as of right now 

Everything is making perfect sense 

As of right now 

Everything is making perfect sense 

I can't take this body shaking 

Dress and we'll begin 

Night's can be so violent 

When bed's become vacant