Farther From Home Lyrics - Day One - From Ashes To New

I lay awake and look at the ceiling and wonder why 

I'm so afraid to face all these feelings and want to die 

I'm out of place and nothing's appealing to stay alive 

Why try to face it when it's so easy to say goodbye 

It's all unfolding, it's so controlling 

It tries to pull me under, nothing's going right for me 

This tension's growing, It tries to hold me 

Hear me scream 

I'm taking over 

With my back to the ropes, I'm never letting go 

I'm moving closer 

Everything that I know is feeling farther from home 

I'm never giving in, This world I'm living in is losing color 

I'm taking over 

With my back to the ropes, I'm never letting go 

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I try to make the changes, it's so hard to sway my mind 

There is no way to make it but to leave these scars behind 

Within my thoughts are racing, I'm too far away at times 

I drive myself insane, it's tearing me apart inside 

It's all unfolding, it's so controlling 

It tries to pull me under, nothing's going right for me 

This tension's growing, It tries to hold me 

Hear me scream 

I'm taking over 

With my back to the ropes, I'm never letting go 

I'm moving closer 

Everything that I know is feeling farther from home 

I'm never giving in, This world I'm living in is losing color 

I'm taking over 

With my back to the ropes, I'm never letting go 

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I take a deep breath down inside 

I shake and try to breathe but I 

Hate the way that I lived my life 

And it seems 

All the lies that I try to hide 

Remind me of what I left behind 

Unwinding thoughts inside my mind 

Hear me scream 

I'M SCREAMING OUT LOUD 

It's all just weighing on me 

It's all just weighing on me 

I'm reaching out 

I'm screaming out loud