Better Have Burn Heal Lyrics - Free Throw

I'm stuck inside a body that I don't like 

Sometimes I try at night to turn out all the lights 

and pretend that I am in the shape to fight 

Every weight that's caving in on my body and mind alike 

and i want (such)? trying to make things better for myself for my hell 

Should I feel like someone else and that's not right 

I'm not alright, this isn't right, I'm not alright 

I've caught myself avoiding mirrors like the plague 

I try to write down some self praise, but I can't even fill the page 

I feel afraid, feel alone, feel like a captive in my own bones and I need out 

But I'm so in doubt 

I've caught myself avoiding mirrors like the plague 

I try to write down some self praise, but I can't even fill the page 

I feel afraid, feel alone, feel like a captive in my own bones and I need out 

But I'm so in doubt 

I'm trying everything I can to help 

I just want to love myself 

I just want to love myself 

I'm hurting more than any one can tell 

I just want to love myself 

I just want to love myself 

I want to love myself