My Night Alone Lyrics - Franks Enemy

That night there was no solution 

And even now looking from so far away 

I still can see no real solution 

Like we're still living on that day 

For me no day defined before and after 

Like that one did so decisively 

And every new day instead of healing 

Makes me look back more painfully 

On my night alone 

I threw my life down the toilet 

I tore my medals off my chest 

I swore that this would be death 

On my night alone 

Did my tongue wag too much before? 

Could a few words have sealed our fate? 

No forgiveness allowed or forgiveness given 

I said no to love and yes to hate 

Some attempted praises I subtly botched 

Outstretched hands did I ignore 

Wrapped in a self-made cocoon of sorrows 

Thinking of all that went on before 

On my night alone 

I threw my life down the toilet 

I tore my medals off my chest 

I swore that this would be death 

On my night alone 

Satan stood by my side 

Took me for a hellish ride 

I lit candles to my pride 

That day stayed with me for months 

Guided my every word and move 

Laughed inside at all the wreckage 

And I knew that we were doomed 

With washed hands I watched 

The events that sealed our fate 

Til I saw what I'd really done 

And then it was too late 

On my night alone 

I threw my life down the toilet 

I tore my medals off my chest 

I swore that this would be death 

On my night alone 

Satan stood by my side 

Took me for a hellish ride 

I lit candles to my pride