Medicate Lyrics - Endangered Species - Flaw

I've been lying awake at night 

I've been hoping that I'm alright 

I've been winding myself too tight 

Wondering if I will sleep tonight 

Never thought things would get like this 

Always hoping that they'd work out 

Still ingesting the wrong amount 

Now I seem to be filled with doubt 

I cannot stop this ride 

I'm growing cold inside 

I shouldn't let it slide 

Will sickness be mine 

This should not be my weight to bear 

Go on acting like I don't care 

Stop this high, I wouldn't dare 

I have earned and deserve my share 

Things like this happen every day 

While I'm in there I feel okay 

But you say I should get away 

Let me go for just one more day 

I cannot stop this ride 

I'm growing cold inside 

I shouldn't let it slide 

Will sickness be mine 

I cannot stop this ride 

I'm growing cold inside 

I shouldn't let it slide 

Will sickness be mine 

I've got to medicate myself 

I'm not concerned about health 

It covers up what I've been dealt 

It seems the only way 

I've got to medicate myself 

It's been the only thing that helped 

Must cover up what I have felt 

It seems the only way 

I cannot stop this ride 

I'm growing cold inside 

I shouldn't let it slide 

Will sickness be mine 

I cannot stop this ride 

I'm growing cold inside 

I shouldn't let it slide 

Will sickness be mine 

Sickness is mine 

Sickness is mine 

Sickness is mine