Smokerboy Lyrics - Fireside

Situation died, hopelessness arrived 

Was it just a game you played, 

to see if you could manage 

Pushed me into something, 

that I could not reach you 

And I'm too scared to try 

If only you could tell me, 

that you couldn't stand me 

Then I would keep to my part of the world 

But memories won't leave me and I really think you care 

Picked up the phone and tried to 

hear you through the open line 

But I forgot your number and 

you never knew mine 

Looking for something to believe in, 

but nothing really matter anymore but love 

A distant happiness all gone in helplessness 

Have I lived it all 

Is there something more