Out Of Focus Lyrics - Reactionary - Face To Face

I knew what I wanted and I was fixed on it 

I was sure of it, I could've been wrong 

It seems like it's never quite like 

I thought it'd be 

The reality, am I where I belong? 

It's not like they said 

It feels like most everything's out of focus in my mind 

I'm trying to make some sense out of what I left behind 

The difference in who I am and the one want to be 

It seemed so much easier when there was something to believe 

A different perspective now and the world I see 

Is in front of me, and everything's wrong 

The grass was so much greener when it was next to me 

Now it's under me, am I where I belong?