Chameleon Lyrics - Face Down

I've tried everything, just to change the pain 

Fractured dream, and I'm not the same 

I've lost ability to escape in sleep 

Hold on a little longer 

And there's nothing left of me 

And you said you love me, and you said you needed me 

But it's not me 

Was never on the inside, too long to be alone 

Was never like them, no identity of my own 

I can be anything except myself, chameleon 

And you said you know me, and you said you'd care for me 

But it's not me 

Traumatized by the voices inside 

Sold myself on a dream that lied 

Do things that my friends don't recognize 

And know I despise what I've come to feel 

Fear constricts and I don't feel real 

Parts of you begin to steal 

I survive by adaptability 

Why can't she see further inside of me 

Pull me out and set me free 

All I want is for you to let me be 

Now I'm back and forth again 

Pull me closer, push me away - chameleon 

Why did it have to be you who did this to me?