Black Umbrellas Lyrics - Singles - Everyone Leaves

I can't believe I'll never see you again. 

I only wish I'd had a chance to say goodbye. 

There will be more than a few short moments 

Where this tears at the space beneath my ribs. 

I don't think I can shoulder the weight of your absence. 

I don't want to face a day without your light. 

But that's not a luxury I can afford. 

Though I'm sure I knew the sun would rise 

Without you 

I was never fully ready to wake up in a world 

Where you were gone. 

I based so much of myself on the person you wanted me to be 

When I got older. 

You were so selfless, 

That even now I can feel you 

Urging me not to dwell 

On your passing, 

You'd tell me just to pretend 

That you decided to move away. 

But I can't lie to myself. 

Though I'm sure I knew the sun would rise 

Without you 

I was never fully ready to wake up in a world 

Where you were gone. 

I based so much of myself on the person you wanted me to be 

When I got older. 

I'm seeing death more and more in my life everyday 

Like the guy who shot himself right across the 

street from where I live 

And I'm can't get a grip on why bad things happen to the best people 

But maybe that's why I have beliefs 

So I can trust things happen for a reason 

Life's not as bad as it seems just overwhelming 

In the end everything's gonna be okay 

I can't believe I'll never see you again. 

I only wish I'd had a chance to say goodbye. 

Though I'm sure I knew the sun would rise 

Without you 

I was never fully ready to wake up in a world 

Where you were gone. 

I based so much of myself on the person you wanted me to be 

When I got older