Carousel Lyrics - Singles - Everon

I hope one day I will grow out of this 

Then I will leave this battlefield 

Good or bad depends on your point of view 

And I can see things from both sides 

Just one more classic case of catch-22 

Things don't have a simple truth 

So you ask where this is leading me 

Only I don't have an answer yet 

Seeing things black and white is for the weak 

I'm strong enough for shades of grey 

While searching for the perfect compromise 

I am driven to despair 

So my thoughts are spinning around 

For I know my problem well 

And I wonder, will I ever get 

Out of this carousel 

You are trying in vain 

To reach me with your hands 

But all that I can say 

Is I hope you understand 

So I am caught between the chairs again 

While everybody else does fine 

It's just my nature to move back and forth 

Always trying not to offend 

I cannot decide whether to refuse 

Or to reach out for your helping hand 

So my thoughts are spinning around 

For I know my problem well 

And I wonder, will I ever get 

Out of this carousel 

You are trying in vain 

To reach me with your hands 

But all that I can say 

Is I hope you understand 

Meanwhile I'm trying to make up my mind 

Feeling like I'm paralysed 

What's the sense of it all, is it... 

Because of you and I 

Because of fear 

Or just because of all 

That I wish to have near 

It's about really stupid things 

But they keep growing until 

They seem to tear me apart 

So my thoughts are spinning around 

For I know my problem well 

And I wonder, will I ever get 

Out of this carousel 

You are trying in vain 

To reach me with your hands 

You ask for explanations 

Until things make sense 

Well, I don't have any 

So all that I can say is 

I hope you understand 

It is because you and I 

Because of fear 

Because of all 

That I wish to have near 

It's about really stupid things 

Of no major size 

But they keep on growing 

Until a part of me dies