Going Through Changes Lyrics - Recovery - Eminem

I'm going through changes 

I'm going through changes 

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like Philly 

I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely 

apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining 

But life keeps on complicating and I'm debating 

On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls 

Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it 

But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty 

When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help 

I can't do it by myself 

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs 

Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying 

Around with the idea of ending the shit right here 

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I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors 

I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care? 

I give a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie 

I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit 

I'm going through changes 

I'm going through changes 

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon 

Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you 

Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills 

And you've fallen off with your skills 

And your own fans are laughin' at you 

It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up 

Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled 

Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed 

They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust 

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Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that 

He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first 

But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse 

Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills 

Yeah 'em, tight verse, you killed it 

Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes man 

And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it 

It's in their best interest to protect their investment 

And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then 

I'm going through changes 

I'm going through changes 

(Don't know what I'm going through) 

(But I just keep on going through changes) 

My friends just can't understand this new me 

That's understandable man but just think how bananas 

You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped 

In this fame and caged in it like a zoo 

And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do? 

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is 

Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low 

I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD 

Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive 

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright 

And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night 

I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right 

I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound 

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now 

Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground 

Fuck, don't I know the sound of that voice 

Yeah, baby, hold me down 

I'm going through changes 

I'm going through changes 

(Don't know what I'm going through) 

(But I just keep on going through changes) 

Wake up in the hospital 

Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through 

Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof 

I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few 

Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth 

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through? 

I think about the things I would never got to say to you 

I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do 

Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too 

I still love your mother, that'll never change 

Think about her every day, we just could never get it together 

Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it 

But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day 

There are just too many things to explain, when it rains 

Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain 

But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame 

I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint 

I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history 

And just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say 

I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way 

But I just had to get away, don't know why 

I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm 

I'm going through changes 

I'm going through changes 

(Don't know what I'm going through) 

(But I just keep on going through changes)