Finally Not Sorry Lyrics - Singles - Emily Plazek

What did I do wrong now? Must have been my fault, somehow 

I'm sorry, forgive me 

Your eyes are speaking for you, I'm blind-guessing your thoughts, too 

Please help me, speak to me 

I know how you taste, I know how you sound, your profile view, no one else around 

I couldn't lose you now 

But all of this time I taught you to see, conditioned you by always saying sorry 

But in reality the fault was never on me 

Never on me 

I summoned the courage and you came for the ride 

I opened up, let you in and oh, you came inside 

I heard you enjoy my every move but when it ended nothing came back from you 

What was I thinking? 

So finally I'm not sorry 

Guilt waterboarding me, the fear you'll be unhappy 

I'm sorry, forgive me 

For years I forgot myself, for you my heart burned in hell 

Please help me, speak to me 

I summoned the courage and you came for the ride 

I opened up, let you in and oh, you came inside 

I heard you enjoy my every move but when it ended nothing came back from you 

What was I thinking? 

So finally I'm not sorry 

Remember how I waited so patiently? 

So consumed by my own sorry empathy? 

I wasn't a fool, I was just too loving 

More than a fooled up heart like yours could ever be 

And even now it hurts me to let you go 

My dear friend, I only tried to hold you close 

How can this goodbye be the only way to love you 

After all those years that I tried? 

Those years that passed by? 

I summoned the courage and you came for the ride 

I opened up, let you in and oh, you came inside 

I heard you enjoy my every move but when it ended nothing came back from you 

What was I thinking? 

So finally I'm not sorry 

So finally I'm not sorry 

Finally I'm not sorry