The Cost Lyrics - Emilio Rojas

[Hook: Gene Noble] 

I don't trust like I used to 

Love like I used to, trip like I used to 

Just wanna use you and that's what I'm used to 

It costs too much and the price goes up 

[Verse One: Emilio Rojas] 

Now I been losin' sleep to my anxiety, this world is full of fiends 

I'm losin' friends to my sobriety, no one's what they seem 

My girl just spent the whole night cryin' for me 

She swear to god I cheat so every time I step outside the crib 

She beg me not to leave, I know relationships need trust 

And we don't got enough, y'all findin' friends 

I'm findin' alibis inside the club, nowadays I'm talkin' less 

Every conversation leads to arguments 

And I don't care who right or wrong, I just want it all to end 

I started textin' other broads again 

'Cause you just been accusin' me non-stop 

I might as well do what you thought I did 

And I been harborin' resentment so it's hard to keep a friendship 

When your heart just isn't in it girl 

It's hard to keep pretendin', all my dogs is tellin' me 

That I should leave like yo, you bad for my career 

You say you not, I believe you, ain't no spark 

And we ain't fuckin', we can't come to an agreement 

I'm addicted to the drama, I don't love it but I need it 

We been screamin' at each other, other day, I almost hit you 

Shit, I never thought of touchin' a woman till I was with you 

And that scares me, now I don't like that side of me 

If you don't understand why I been driven 

How the fuck you plan to ride for me? 

It been bubblin' inside of me, I've been dealin' with it quietly 

Are you strugglin' with trust 'cause I don't struggle with monogamy 

Truth is, it don't really make a difference 

'Cause it don't matter if I'm honest if you still are askin' questions 

We been stressin' over money, we been beefin' over bills 

And keepin' track of who been spendin' what 

That petty shit'll kill ya, I don't care 'bout other bitches though 

I'm grown, I've had my fill, I'm tryna lay this foundation 

That the both of us can build from, we supposed to have some children 

And adopt your nephew and get a condo in the lower 

With an Audi and a dog we rescued 

Sometimes I wish that it could all be simple 

But ain't no way that's gon happen 

When you think about the shit we been through 

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[Hook] 

[Verse Two: Emilio Rojas] 

Your father hit you, shit, you hinted at him touchin' you 

It's probably why you love to call me daddy when I'm fuckin' you 

You validate yourself through sexuality and love from dudes 

And girl, it's been a while for us so tell me who you runnin' to 

You stayin' late at work and sleepin' out 

Got me feelin' like a guest in my own house 

Shit, I been sleepin' on the couch 

Comin' home in clothes I know you can't afford 

And it's crazy, who been buyin' them for you 

'Cause girl, I know it ain't me 

Who been takin' you for dinner? You don't eat at home 

Already know the answers to these fuckin' questions 

I should leave 'em 'lone, shit, I don't even know you lately 

You a stranger and the closer that I get to my success 

The more you change up, you claim you want me winnin' 

But with every little victory gon' come another argument 

You bitch and talkin' shit to me 

You beggin' me to keep you company in all your misery 

You tellin' me you'd die for me but you refuse to live with me 

See women in my industry and call 'em like I'm fuckin' 'em 

But I'm just workin' with these girls 

You think I fall in love with 'em 

And after that shit happen, when I see 'em, I be duckin' 'em 

'Cause I don't want the drama to catch up with us 

I know I should be done with us 

But somethin' keep me here and keep you with me 

Conversations give you more ammunition to use against me 

Try to see you, you won't let me and you text me like you miss me 

How the fuck your full lips feel empty when you kiss me? 

Wish it was different, yeah, but girl, it isn't 

And now the one that I can't live without is not the one I live with 

I been out with different women every night just to forget it 

But it don't feel the same, now somethin' missin' 

Somethin' feelin' out of place, ain't no reachin' you 

What the fuck you wantin' me to do? You're dead to me 

Now I ain't gettin' over you, I'm grievin' you 

You made an enemy of someone who believed in you 

But somethin' 'bout us make me wanna be with you, damn 

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[Outro] 

I don't trust like I used to 

Love like I used to, trip like I used to 

Just wanna use you and that's what I'm used to 

It costs too much and the price goes up 

I don't trust like I used to 

Love like I used to, trip like I used to 

Just wanna use you and that's what I'm used to 

It costs too much and the price goes up