Try My Best Lyrics - Emilie Autumn

I'm gonna try my best to love him 

Don't know why I want him so 

Yeah, I'll try and keep him by my side 

I won't ever let him go 

For I've learned too much in my poor life 

To laught at humour I can't see 

It's sad, I know, that I can't show my love 

But I won't set him free 

So I'm gonna try my best to love him 

Even if it takes all night long 

And if this feeling hurts me 

I've heard pain can make you strong 

And I know that I'm not his girl 

I never really thought I'd care 

But to see him in your arms 

That's the one thing I can't bear 

If you said I had no heart 

Well, I hardly think I'd cry 

'Cause there ain't one thing you know about me 

That I'd bother to deny 

And it's not that I don't find him sweet 

I know too well his voice, his touch, his eyes 

And, often, underneath 

I wonder that I try this much 

Still, it would be a shameful lie 

To say I love this boy- this man 

But I am fond; he is fine 

So, in the end, perhaps I can 

I agree, this child deserves 

A better friend and lover, too 

But I'm gonna try my best to love him 

Just to keep him far from you