She's There Lyrics - Embodyment

i'm giving up on heart conditions 

and loath the days of expectation 

she only visits for a second 

and leaves a nightmare for my soul 

i prayed that God would end this torture 

but now i fear to shut my eyes 

but in my head she's there 

i kick myself,recall her name 

but in my head i know 

she wanted me but i'm alone 

i only dwell on formal glories 

relive the best days of my life 

but i refused to take her offer 

she wept and somehow found the door 

but in my head she's there 

i kick myself, recall her name 

but in my head i know 

she wanted me but i'm alone 

she's in my head... 

and i'll bring you home, clean all my mistakes 

what's done is done, and it goes on and on and on