I Messed Up Lyrics - Singles - Emanny

This wasn't what it's supposed to be 

I went from having fun, to having fantasies 

And I had every chance to get you away from me, 

But now I'm just coming back like a feen 

You went from a sly to a friend and a lover and now your everything 

Tried to lie and tell myself that you ain't anything, 

But I'm in your bed with my phone off, 

Should be at the door, but I doze off 

When I know I should be leaving, 

But I can't control how I'm feeling, girl! 

Chorus: 

I messed up, I started to care, 

Wish I could leave her right after we finished 

But I stay in it! 

I messed up, I fell in love with her 

Not what I wanted, or needed 

But found it now trying to lose it, 

I messed up, I messed up, I messed up, yeah! 

Never did it occure to me 

That one night of passion could 

Ever lead to you being the one for me. 

Can't believe I let you get close to me 

I'm out of my mind to ever think I could keep this up 

With out getting caught up with the reality 

Tryna lie and tell myself you don't mean anything, 

But I'm in your bed with my clothes off, 

Should put a condom on, but we go raw 

And I know I might be tripping, 

But I can't ignore how you're? feeling, hey 

Chorus: 

I messed up, I started to care, 

Wish I could leave her right after we finished 

But I stay in it! 

I messed up, I fell in love with her 

Not what I wanted, or needed, 

But found it now, tryin to lose it, 

I messed up, I messed up, yeah!