All Of Me Lyrics - Emanny

[Emanny] 

I give you my all.. but it seems like that's not enough 

Now you can get all of me 

A lot of things have changed from what I see 

Is this the way its s'pposed to be? 

[Budden] 

Are you in that mood yet? 

One mo' 'gain 

ARE YOU IN THAT MOOD YET? 

Look, they say tomorrow's not promised, but if it was I wouldn't get open 

Wouldn't get suits them shits was made to be broken 

'Member comin up dudes talkin bout hoes, boastin 

I was just a Juvenile movin in Slow Motion 

I dropped outta school to be a dude with mad jewelry 

Once I got it shit wasn't even cool to me 

I dreamt of condos and video vixens 

Until I learned most girls in videos is pigeons 

I just wanted the world to see that I was for real wit it 

Wanted a deal, I got it and couldn't deal wit it 

I want me and my old homeboys to still kick it 

I wish they saw me as Mouse and not a meal ticket 

Let the beat play 

I wish I could see a day wit no he say, she say, just wanna see Trey 

Wanna play the hood and not fuck with the toasters 

Middle child, wish me and my brother was closer 

I wanna scream at her, catch myself before I start to 

And then remember it takes two people to argue 

All she do is provoke me 

All I do is diss her 

All I did was shake her 

She say that I hit her 

She just takin everything I say out of context 

I'm tryin not to black, I'm like a nigga wit a complex 

Was mad as a FUCK, didn't even show it 

Yesterday was better off, didn't even know it 

Complete role reversal so it's useless these days 

TV got real, music went fake 

Please help her for God's sake 

When I proposed to the game I figured life was merry 

5 years later I'm feelin like Tyler Perry 

Maybe I'm exhausted, maybe I just lost it 

Maybe I should pick up a pen and try 'n force it 

Same old story, guts and no glory 

They tryna low ball me, do him like Joe Torre 

I reintroduced myself to the world, I'M JERZ 

I'm a artist, I paint pictures, I don't rhyme words 

More than a rapper I pay attention to detail 

But how I do in retail tells me if I prevail 

Leadin all the way see these trials and tribulations 

Foul situations with some mild stipulations 

I feel like being a addict cuz it hurts 

But somethin 'bout dude makes bad shit worse 

Look, its three types of niggas in this world ya know 

So you either gon' make shit happen OR 

Watch shit happen OR 

Not know what happened 

So i couldn't just sit there like 'FUCK rappin' 

Its dudes with problems I couldn't imagine havin 

If I had to have 'em I couldn't fathom me lastin, like 

I used to bump into Tammy in the club 

Few of them, she even helped a nigga get in 

See a person long enough you know you bound to get fly wit em 

Care for em, be more than hi and bye wit em 

Its been a while, I can't front like I ain't phased 

She was my reality check, cuz we the same age 

I mean she put on a show that you CAN'T stage 

She made the shit sound effortless 

I was damn near in tears checkin my messages 

I got goosebumps all over my skin 

She said "Mouse I highly doubt that I'll ever see you again 

Hope everything is well kid 

You see I'm just findin out I have a brain tumor but I never felt it 

The doctor's givin me three weeks to live 

Not three weeks til I die, thats three weeks to give 

I just wanna tell you that I love you and I care 

I wish you all the best throughout the rest of your career"... 

And then she broke into tears 

I pressed 7, took the phone from my ears 

Sometimes the simplest of things people need it 

But I ain't call back in fear of being speechless 

What was I to put her at ease wit? 

I picked a real bad time to be strategic 

I think my lifes bad, pickin up the pieces 

Some folk already got they appointment to see Jesus 

In this world full of diseases 

I've learned not to bite my tongue or have seizures 

Depression tells me I suck 

So I reply "I ain't here cuz I fell down, i'm here cuz I got up" 

And then i'm going back and forth with Ransom 

Shit came outta nowhere, was real random 

According to him, I'm responsible for Jerz too 

"I never helped niggas?" How the FUCK you think they heard you? 

Muhfucka's got a lot of nerve duke 

I was the nigga believed in you spittin 

Had to con the industry just so they would listen 

But go 'head, you just gon' wreck yourself 

How was you protectin me, you can't protect yourself 

Keep the lies to a minimal, just read your interview 

And can't help but ask what's gotten into dude 

Media training but he don't know how that go 

It help you come across not soundin like an ASSHOLE 

In my past though been to jail, I ain't enjoy it 

So why would I stand behind the mic and exploit it? 

I ain't ig'nant, just because I exercise spiritually 

They try to ignore how I exercise lyrically 

I thought I had a great job 

Back when niggas loved the culture, wasn't in it for the money like a A-Rod 

Even when I'm spittin bout current events 

Its a sublime sayin 'Who's more current than him?' 

So I'm wonderin, if a higher power tryna underman 

When you shoot for the stars, sometimes you're gonna jam 

I ain't been to Summer Jam 

I learned from Lupe: when you Dumb It Down its just harder to understand 

Two thousand and eight, foes is still near me 

So you can think I'm tight as FUCK, I'm still weary 

The Geto Boys say its all in the mind 

Certain wounds only heal over time 

No shame in my game 

No pain no gain 

And since I ain't see a "prophet" I figured God would stop it 

Waitin on a alley, niggas just won't lob it 

Still a risk taker lemme put it in words: 

Can't steal second base and keep your foot on first 

Been about 10 years since I was high off the angel 

Now I'm walkin side by side with an angel 

In front of my eyes that prize keep gettin dangled 

But can't grab at it, my pride is being strangled 

Workin shorty's nerves like a personal trainer 

But its me, it's personal, it ain't her 

Friends keep tellin me "leave her," I won't 

Cuz she sees somethin in me that I DON'T 

And I see somethin in her that ya'll won't 

If u never been in love don't tell me I'm wrong 

See I preach gratitude, she keeps an attitude 

Argue long enough and that shit becomes laughable 

My norm now since my heart is so natural 

Wish I could dwell into all them niggas after you 

So not compatible, that we compatible 

Its nothin else in this world that we would rather do 

Anybody out there relate to my pain? 

Turn the music up let me know that I'm sane 

We broke up, bitches was starin' at my chain 

Dude was fuckin you but starin' at my name 

But we ain't gotta entertain all that 

Back like we never left, we overcame all that 

FUCK who made better tacos or who ass fatter 

Let's live for now, right now, none of that matters 

Keep bringin it up its gon' backlash us 

Why am I meetin' so many backstabbers? 

Why whenever I'm bout to crash I go faster? 

Past is a disaster 

When your house is see through, learn to close your eyes in case the 

glass shatters 

Just sayin, its always a million more pages when my stupid ass keep 

thinkin I'm on the last chapter 

No tit for tat, I ain't equipped for that 

That and New York, chit chat with a Midget Mack 

Cuz I get older I....(trails off)