Mutuality Lyrics - Singles - Eidola

I know this is not what you want to hear 

we've built this place together all of these years 

if you're filled with confusion we've done nothing wrong 

looking at the pieces, I realized that we didn't have them all 

When we began, my mind was young and the sun warmed my touch but it blinded my sight 

back then I knew, we started to build our home through the summer underestimating the winters night 

We kept on, We kept on, We kept, kept on building 

I felt like we were too far in, too far in, too far in to stop 

Now we need to salvage what we can 

I saw our home approaching cold 

walls and a roof that couldn't hold 

although our fire provided warmth 

the flame and foundations would not stay through the storms 

we'll lift and take everything we laid 

build with it, you'll be glad that we didn't stay 

create a home warmer than one we could have made 

all the pain that you're feeling resides within me 

if I appear unaffected know I'm not empty 

as you search for comfort, I hope you will see 

the guilt that wrestles inside barely lets me breathe 

and I can hardly speak about you