Drugs [explicit] Lyrics - Eden

Cause I had the best of the worst sides 

And I had these lungs, oh 

And I had too many flash fires 

That I just let them burn 

Till my chest is on fire 

And my head just won't die 

I guess I'm lyin' cause I wanna 

I guess I'm lyin' cause I don't 

Cause I just feel so tired 

Like it's move or slowly die 

So you ain't you when you're like this 

This ain't you and you know it 

But ain't that just the point? 

And you don't know how to let go 

Who said this must be all or nothing 

But I'm still caught below and I'll never let you know 

No, I can't tell you nothing 

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Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes 

But still, I could always be whatever you wanted 

But not what you needed 

Especially when you been needing me 

Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes 

And I'll say what I don't mean 

Just cause I wanted or maybe I need it 

Swear lying's the only rush I need, yeah 

Cause all I needed was some words to say 

That all these feelings don't mean shit to me 

Cause it's all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah 

And I got way too many routes to take 

To make all this just go away and find another heart to break 

So heartless with these words I say 

Just saying what I'm supposed to say 

Cause I had nothing for you I can't love when I can't even love myself 

Things I would rather be 

Thoughts at the back of my head 

But I'm addicted to hurting 

And I got these lungs, yeah 

And I spent too many late nights 

Just thinking a hole in the earth 

Till the sky is on fire 

And my head still won't die I guess I'm lyin' cause I wanna I guess I'm lyin' cause I don't 

Cause I just feel so tired 

Like I need something to come alive 

She said, "You ain't you when you're like this." "This ain't you, what you done?" 

And I said, "That's the point." 

And you don't know how to let go 

Who said this must be all or nothing 

But I'm still caught below and I'll never let you know 

No, I can't tell you nothing 

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Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes 

But still, I could always be whatever you wanted 

But not what you needed 

Especially when you been needing me 

Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes 

And I'll say what I don't mean 

Just cause I wanted or maybe I need it 

Swear lying's the only rush I need, yeah