Opacity Lyrics - Ebony Tears

Crying I cannot believe the world that I see 

Is not for me 

Praying please take me home 

I'm here all alone and slowly I fade 

If you could see my misery 

Would you believe in opacity? 

The hate that burns inside of me, is a furious onslaught 

Caused by reality 

21 long years of pain is more than I can take 

I'm sick and tired of your moral standards 

This world is built on fake 

Cause I can see the truth, behind your every lie 

I swallowed them so many times that I'm almost dead inside 

I'm dreaming away from this world I hate 

I'm building my own religion 

Can't look back cause I'm so afraid that I will end up, just like you 

You might call me suicidal, but I'm not the one to blame 

I hate the way you look at me I'm not a part of this game 

If you could see the truth behind each and every lie 

If you could see the agony I'm building up inside 

Pain is my friend 

Life's just a game 

Take me away from here 

I push away the shades of grey that seem to be my fate 

I replace my joy with agony cause I survive on hate 

I run away from this world of pain I hide inside my mind 

I'm living in the opacity you left me behind 

Heal my wounds. Burn all my sorrow 

Make me smile. After tomorrow 

I hide, in a gloomy state of mind, take a look inside 

And pain is what you'll find 

All alone, and solitude surrounds me it feels like home 

Nothing can hurt me 

Heal my wounds 

Burn all my sorrow 

Make me smile. After tomorrow