My Meds Aren't Working Lyrics - Dystopia

My body still clings to life 

Only my spirit has died inside. 

I pray for death every night 

But I keep waking up alive 

I cut myself for infliction 

And I still spit at my reflection 

I hate everything I am 

I have my friends to thank for that 

So I keep taking my meds 

And I do what my doctor says. 

I hate myself more everyday. 

I guess I'll always be this way 

I've learned that love is dead 

And people just get fucked instead 

And all the while making friends 

Just to fuck them in the end 

Everyone I touch infects me 

Cancer in flesh there is death all around 

Everyone I touch, I infect them 

Black and dead is my heart