Feel My Pain Lyrics - Hell And Back - Drag On

As I sit an position myself 

Am I cocky 'coz I only play my shit and listen to myself 

Or am I strivin' for perfection? Answer that 

Ah, fuck it I'm cocky and I about to perfect rap, nigga 

And I roam these streets 

That's why my songs is deeper than death itself 

I went from no food in the fridge to a platter on my shelf and I watch it 

And y'all ain't gotta give me that but keep ya hand out my pockets 

Haters 'coz you makin' me nervous, it ain't worth it 

We don't want no accident when I flip on purpose 

'Coz we done seen so many tragedies done 

September 11th, 2001 remember 

Like, how could I forget, I lost my man pop in that shit 

Help me get a grip 

I think, I'm losin' it do 

Because between life an death, I be confusin' the two 

And sometimes, I don't give a fuck if I live or die 

But I think if I don't give a fuck about myself who else will, I'm stressin' 

Guess, I was raised the wrong way 

That's why, I walk around with the long eighth 

And done shed so many tears, I have none left 

Sometimes, I sat and prayed for death 

I feel like it's 11:45 a quarter to 12 

15 minutes to my days is over that's why it's hard to stay soba 

So I drink in the rain and smoke in the sun 

And create my own clouds not to think of the pain 

Sometimes, I think I'm goin' insane 

I get mad and shout, God's name in vain 

Forgive me for my sins, he got me laughin' again 

He got me back rappin' again now help me choose my friends 

My gats the closest one to me 

But if my gun could take the stand and tell, I'll be doin' life in jail 

Like judge, he made me do it 

It ain't the gun, it's the nigga behind it that shoot it, that's ruthless 

You see, alot of niggaz, don't want drag to shine 

Instead they wanna see drag locked up like my nigga Shyne 

So you know what they try to do, leave a nigga behind 

You know what it is, they envy me 

Motherfuckin' niggaz held me back for 3 fucking years 

And motherfuckin' niggaz left me for dead 

Hopin' that the world would forget but you know what? 

They didn't forget, they bought me back 

And now, I'm in the greatest shape of my life 

So now, I'm on some shit like fuck, y'all 

All I give a fuck about is my niggaz and my niggaz only 

I'm on some shit like 

Y'all can suck these off 

'Coz I don't need y'all to succeed y'all nigga 

I know, you like my word play early 

Like Nelly got country grammar like 'er day 

I can go cold and still sell out shows 

And make enough dough to get your feet choppin' not about your toes? 

For comin' at me half steppin' 

Talkin' like gangsta shit and ain't have no weapon, nigga 

Ah, I got the best flow, I be the best in the Bronx 

'Coz, I don't walk through the swamps 

Strivin' through the alleys of death, recognize my destiny in life 

Even if it takes my last breath, nigga 

I walk in places where it could've been my last step 

But God got me out of it, I love Him and I'm proud of it 

Now can you feel my pain 

See what I see walk in my shoes and still gon' keep sane, nigga