Numb [explicit] Lyrics - Dope

Im walking down 

this broken road 

ive never been here before 

so fucking board 

i cant explain 

it doesnt mean a thing 

im going lower than 

i ever dreamt of going before 

so fucking low i cant explain 

i cant explain the pain 

so what id rather be numb 

you know what id rather be numb 

so what id rather be numb 

from the sex and the drugs 

and the spotlight too 

you know what id rather be numb 

from the pain and the blame 

and the black and blue 

(so what id rather be numb) 

i asked my mother what she'd do 

if she could do it again 

she said she'd probably do the same 

she wouldn't change a thing 

forgive me father for i know not 

why im drowning in sin 

i guess i do it all in vain 

it doesnt mean a thing 

so what id rather be numb 

you know what id rather be numb 

so what id rather be numb 

from the sex and the drugs 

and the spotlight too 

you know what id rather be numb 

from the pain and the blame 

and the black and blue 

so put me under again 

i don't mind 

put me under again 

i feel fine 

can you hold me again 

before i die 

put me under again 

Im walking down 

this broken road 

ive never been here before 

so fucking board 

i cant explain 

i cant explain the pain 

so what id rather be numb 

you know what id rather be numb 

so what id rather be numb 

from the sex and the drugs 

and the spotlight too 

you know what id rather be numb 

from the pain and the blame 

and the black and blue 

so what id rather be numb