Fort Collins Lyrics - Dizzy Wright

Fort CollinsHopsinHopsin makes an ode and explains what happened when he ditched a show on his Knock Madness Tour at Fort Collins. 

Yeah, early 2014 I was on the Knock Madness tour 

I was mad about it, I half-assed my album cause I really didn't know what I was rapping for 

I was going through a break up and that was hard 

I wasn't in my right mind, nigga that's for sure 

Every night I was praying and I would ask the Lord 

To please give me strength, so I don't slam the door on my fans 

But no luck I was stuck 

Even though a nigga had a plus size buzz 

I didn't even know who the fuck I was 

I tried so hard to see a plus side, but 

I couldn't find the spark inside the dark 

Even with my crew saying nice remarks 

It felt like some darts were stuck inside my heart 

I was thinking that a brand new life's the start 

But I couldn't leave, I made a commitment 

On my off time the fans invaded my business 

So I started feeling a gang of resentment 

Flipping on everybody when they ain't even did shit 

I needed to go home and gather my thoughts 

I didn't wanna suicide as the result 

So the night at my Fort Collins show before I hit the stage 

I left through the back for a walk and no one saw 

I thought I was going up to the store to get a drink or somethin' 

And a voice had told me to keep walking 

And do not step foot on that stage for nothing 

So I kept on walking 

Then I camped out up in an abandoned house 

I hated this rap shit and I hated my life 

The spotlight does that when you can't get out 

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Cause I been on this road, tryna get high from my low 

Won't somebody tell me where to go, please cause I don't know 

I might be crazy, living life like a circus ape that's strapped into a car seat 

And I'm hoping that y'all can forgive me, Fort Collins, I'm sorry 

Fort Collins, I'm sorry, Fort Collins, I'm sorry 

Fort Collins, I'm sorry, Fort Collins, I'm sorry 

(Money and the fame) 

(Money and the fame) 

It just doesn't feel so right lately 

(Money and the fame) 

Don't know where I'm going tonight baby 

(Money and the fame) 

It just doesn't feel so right 

Don't know where I'm going tonight 

Someone guide me to the light, please 

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I got a girl back home, yeah 

God know she the sweetest thing on earth 

I can't sleep on her 

But there's too many women on tour and I try not to cheat on her 

Man, my options for pussy are unrealistic 

There's bitches who'd give up a lung for this dick 

My music be leaving 'em sprung and twisted 

The average nigga would have fun with this shit, that's real 

Here is a secret, you don't have to keep it between you and I 

Upcoming rappers who 'bout to be touring, I promise the road will eat you alive 

But you know that shit when you rise 

And by no surprise, I'm not gon' feed into the lies 

No I'm not gon' say that you wrong 

But I'm not gon' say that you right, it's hard to keep quiet 

When all I do was hold you down 

If I ain't know you then, well I feel like I know you now 

I know you had a little doubt, but to hop off stage and find out 

You done walked out, and you not taking nobody calls 

You don't wanna deal with it 

But I'm looking at these fans like damn there's a lot of y'all 

You got me tripping with the bodyguard 

Like "Nigga, how the fuck you lose the headliner?" 

Now I don't care that you left the show 

I just wish you woulda let me know 

Cause I don't know if you've been kidnapped 

Or know somebody from the city where they live at 

But, the way you went about it make it hard for me to feel bad 

Honestly it made a nigga real mad 

Cause I'm texting you like Hop the devil just testing you 

When Fort Collins got respect for you 

And that's why the next day, you was like 

Cause I been on this road, tryna get high from my low 

Won't somebody tell me where to go, please cause I don't know 

I might be crazy, living life like a circus ape that's strapped into a car seat 

And I'm hoping that y'all can forgive me, Fort Collins, I'm sorry 

Fort Collins, I'm sorry, Fort Collins, I'm sorry 

Fort Collins, I'm sorry, Fort Collins, I'm sorry 

(Money and the fame) 

(Money and the fame) 

It just doesn't feel so right lately 

(Money and the fame) 

Don't know where I'm going tonight baby 

(Money and the fame) 

It just doesn't feel so right 

Don't know where I'm going tonight 

Someone guide me to the light, please