Change Lyrics - Dive

Well I let myself down 

And I made myself cry 

And I let myself go 

Like I gave up on life 

I was telling myself 

I was living a lie 

That I didn't exist 

That the world let me die 

And I took a step back 

Was it really that bad 

I forget who I was 

I forgot who I am 

How did I get this far 

How did I get this low 

If I change will they care 

This won't work anymore 

Was anybody listening? 

Did anybody care? 

I'll show them that I'm changing 

Will I let them down? 

Letting myself down 

Should I let them get close 

Should I let my guard down 

Should I take a step back 

Keep my feet on the ground 

Am I running from pain 

or the things that I fear 

I'm surrounded by hate 

There is nothing good here 

And I took a step back 

Was it really that bad 

I forget who I was 

I forgot who I am 

How did I get this far 

How did I get this low 

If I change will they care 

This won't work anymore 

Was anybody listening? 

Did anybody care? 

I'll show them that I'm changing 

Will I let them down? 

Letting myself down