Secret Curse Lyrics - Change - Dismemberment Plan

Secret Curse 

anonymous hex on flavorless food and terrible sex 

a day of no rhythm a night of no rest 

and I do not know what sin I have not confessed 

Secret Curse 

terrible blight I'm deafened by sound and blinded by light 

caught when I flee and beat when I fight and I'm cocky when wrong 

and timid when right and I don't know what crimes have yet to come to light 

But it's getting worse 

indelible mark, tired at noon, wired at dark 

a terrible bite, but never a bark, I don't know what else I can do 

I don't know who you are... please, I'm sorry 

Secret Curse 

unwashable stain, ugly when bold, boring when plain 

stricken with pleasure and taken with pain 

and I'm nervous and lost and I can not refrain 

Secret Curse 

unsingable song, melody weird, getting it wrong 

pussy when tender and brutal when strong 

and I'm losing my friends as we're getting along 

and I really do try to run that fast and long but it gets there first 

Invisible eye, sad if I laugh, mad if I cry 

screwed if I live, screwed if I die 

I try and I try and I don't know what else I can do