Live For The Fear (of Pain) Lyrics - Dismember

Born without dying empty 

Walk alone for a lifetime denied 

Spark of life forever missing 

A fear so vast it grows inside 

Soul bleeding never healing 

At the end of the day my spirit leaving 

Of all I own handful of a 

Solid void what's left to give 

Can't get rid of all this guilt 

Blame myself for as long as I live 

Shadow of the former me 

Reach for surface, can't break free 

Blind, cold, desire 

From dreamfield to death 

Wasted life for living 

Suicidals see no reason for another breath 

Still forsaken, hope all taken 

Keep on feeding the nightmares within 

I see it clear still so tragic 

Against frustration no one wins 

Sinking deep into depression 

Suffering the weight of confession 

Upon the loss of a better fate 

Laid out before me all pure hate 

Blind, cold, bitter 

From dreamfield to death 

Wasted life for living 

Suicidals see no reason