Stay Lyrics - Dirtie Blonde - Dirtie Blonde

Strength, I never had much strength 

When it came to loving him 

Change, I don't do well with change 

Can't decipher what is real 

I failed to show you how I truly feel 

And now you're going, and I can't deal 

So stay, for me 

What do I know? 

I'm a make believer 

I'm a tyrant 

But I'd treat you right this time 

You, you always take the punches 

You accept it as it comes 

And I am good when I am good 

But when I'm bad, I'm overbearing and I know 

You do the best you can 

Hardly feeling like a man 

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Throw me down, hit my face, break my back 

'Cause I can take the physical pain 

Belittle me in front of a crowd 

Tell 'em I'm only really half of myself 

when they're around 

Tell 'em I'm even scared of the dark, 

I stay up all night 

With the weight of the world on my shoulders 

Tell 'em I hold the pain of a girl that never was real 

A girl that you, you never even knew 

Oh, I guess I've really done it 

You won't look me in the eye 

No, don't tell me that it's over 

I won't cry, but I will wither up inside 

And never be the same 

And I'm the only one to blame 

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