Should... Lyrics - Deviates

i guess I'm wasting my time trying to tell you how i feel, or maybe 

asking you how you see us, I'm confused but i know what i mean 

i can never say it, i could hardly write it, you'll probably never read this 

i'm not going to sign it, no that's not me, it just seems this 

is the way it had to be, not anymore i want you & me, this is the way it had to be 

should have would have could have had it, i blew my chance 

but I'm glad i had one, far away out of range you cant see 

no words can explain & no song seems complete 

the more i speak i make a fool out of me, what can be said I'm incomplete 

this is the way it had to be, not anymore i want you & me, 

this is the way it had to be