Christmas Vacation Lyrics - I Don't Want To Grow Up - Descendents

(Lyrics by M. Aukerman, Music by B. Stevenson) 

You were depressed, you were really messed up 

You know I understand 

But why did you not talk to me 

Why didn't you help me prepare for the nightmare 

You took a vacation into oblivion 

You were so low and I felt like I didn't know you 

Christmas vacation you took a vacation from me 

Once it ended, I mended myself 

But it keeps falling back down off the shelves in my head 

A twinge of pain now, a shudder of disgust 

As I shield my eyes from my own memory 

I knew all about your plans 

I really did understand 

But you didn't let me know 

I wasn't invited to go 

Christmas vacation you took a vacation from me 

I watched in desperation as you stumbled before my eyes 

She needs beer, she doesn't need me, I finally realized 

My anger and pain in all your fun, you couldn't recognize 

I stopped caring long before you started to cry