Crossing The Rubicon Lyrics - One Hundred Years From Now - Dennis Deyoung

Somewhere in the madness of a long forgotten time 

Resurrect the pieces to the crime 

I'm searching for an answer that somehow could explain 

Why I feel this misery and pain 

But who am I to pretend 

The fault is mine in the end 

Sifting through the ashes for any alibis 

All I find is me in my disguise 

Father won't you help me, hallowed be thy name 

I confess I am the one to blame 

And though my life fades to black 

I know there's no turning back 

So as I cross the Rubicon 

I know I can't go on feeling this way 

And I can't be like Estragon 

A fool who's waiting on some better day 

When all my prayers are answered and all my sins absolved 

And all life's mysteries have been resolved 

Father won't you tell me, why life is such a sham 

And why I don't know who the hell I am 

And though I'm feeling estranged 

I must admit somehow I've changed 

So as I cross the Rubicon 

I know I'll carry on, oh come what may 

And I can't be like Estragon 

A fool who's waiting on some judgement day 

Woke up in a cold sweat screaming 

Same dream I'm always dreaming 

Look out there's a monster waitin' 

Comin' for me with the mark of Satan 

Can't run I'm in slow motion 

I can't swim in the middle of the ocean 

I can't breathe I need intubation 

Everywhere I look there's complete devastation 

Wake me 

Wake me, somebody wake 

(interlude) 

And as I cross the Rubicon 

I vow to carry on, oh come what may 

And I'll not be like Estragon 

Some fool who's waiting for someone to say 

It's OK... 

it's ok... 

it's ok...