This Is Not Here Lyrics - Singles - Deciding Tonight

This is what I wanted 

A chance for a better life than this 

A life that I can't get if I'm stuck here on dry land 

And when we're on the open sea 

I'll take my secrets write them down for you to see 

Tear them to shreds and then I'll throw them overboard 

I'll watch my words fade into the tide 

When the anchor drops for the last time I'll be free 

And I know that I'll be miserable 

When the hurricanes become unbearable 

And when the lines get tangled up 

And the nets are torn apart 

Having turned into the wind 

And the crashing waves they knock me from my feet 

I hope you'll remember me 

When this boy becomes a man 

If I never make it home 

Just know I didn't die alone 

Pretending this is all I want to say 

Even if I'm turned into the wind 

Pretending this is all I want to say as you cry this is good bye 

Pretending this is all i want to say 

Even though i've turned into the wind 

Pretending this is all i want to say 

It's not all i want to say 

It's not all i want to say 

That's all there is to say...