Something New Lyrics - Singles - Dead To Me

There's something new in my way 

I thought about him all that day 

Sitting at home, dying alone 

Then again, who am I to say? 

We both know I've been down that same road 

I know it gets lonely when that phone rings 

It's the last thing you wanna hear 

I should know better by now 

But after all, I'm so tired of explaining 

All the things I should have said 

I secretly always knew 

But that news came way too soon 

I was sitting at home and wondering why 

I couldn't even look you in the eye 

I heard all those things that your father told you 

You know it's not right, but taking your own life 

Might be the only thing that you see through 

I should know better by now 

But after all, I'm so tired of explaining 

All the things I should have said 

It's alright to complain 

It's alright to feel pain 

I thought I had the answers to all of my problems 

With one thing but it's always the same 

I go in one door and right out the other 

I'm left with me and James and a million little pieces 

It's not that I want them all 

To be sorry when I'm gone 

I'm just tired of waking up 

I'm gonna try the pills tonight 

I'm gonna try and do it my way 

And watch it all fall apart 

I should know better by now 

But after all, I'm so tired of explaining 

All the things I should have said