Destroyer Lyrics - Dead Man Winter

Little paper, where you write down your disappointments 

In a drawer right by your pillow, all I can do is watch 

Little children, more beautiful than heaven 

They run around together, while I just curl up and cough 

There were the oak trees and they were older than I remember 

They are changing with the seasons and I will do the same 

Yeah it's over and it hurts like hell to say it 

But I'm churning under water, what a peaceful way to go 

And all of the boxes, that are filled with my possessions 

On the truck that I have hired, it's outside beneath the snow 

I thought I'd get up and go, before anyone would know 

I'm a disaster, I am fading from your young life 

I'm growing pale and ghost white, with X's on my eyes 

I'm a Destroyer, I'm burning in the starlight 

All I wanted then was to die, but you would not let me go