Backwords Lyrics - Opaque Brotherhood - Dark Lotus

[Chorus:] 

Backwards from point of destruction 

The end is my introduction 

Watch it unfold as I transcend 

Transcends as I watch it unfold. 

Smash head first into on coming traffic 

Missed the red light cause' I was driving erratic. 

Backwards 100miles an hour down the e-way 

Lights blurrin' by me makin' it hard for me to see straight 

Eyes all glossy and my brain on tilt, 

Got out the car man, fuck a seatbelt 

Stumblin, lookin' for my keys to my car. 

Mighty mighty drunk now, back at the bar. 

Blood all over, now it's seeping back 

And the bullet is returning to the gun under my chin 

Sirens disappear from the front of my house 

Weird 911 asking what the emergency about 

I' m goin' crazy insane, tryin to maintain, everything I love is causing me all the pain. 

My family's all gone, check the message on the phone. 

Turn the lights on, cause' I just got home . 

[Chorus: x2] 

Backwards from point of destruction 

The end is my introduction 

Watch it unfold as I transcend 

Transcends as I watch it unfold. 

I kissed her lips, shut her eyes, and stepped away 

I grabbed the knife out her throat and hear her say 

"She doesn't love me" but she doesn't see the blade that I sunk into her house with through 

the window in the rain. 

Keeps pouring as I stand on her steps, before I walk up I pause and take a deep breath 

Pull up in the drive and shut the lights off 

I keep thinkin' man "I can't get caught" 

I'm in a frantic-panic 

I committed a sin 

Shirt soaked in bloody shit down to my skin 

Now the deed is done, the hole is sealed tight 

This bitches' bones will never again see the light 

I remember pickin' up the pole for the bludgeoning 

And the mile of following that you might call stalking 

It ain't my fault she next to me at the bar 

That's the hoe that's been polluting my dreams 

[Chorus: x2] 

Backwards from point of destruction 

The end is my introduction 

Watch it unfold as I transcend 

Transcends as I watch it unfold. 

The bullet flew out his neck and up my gun barrel 

My finger raised off the trigger, and stayed curled 

I lifted up off my back, and now I'm standing 

His fist pulled outta' my eye- he's demanding 

My jacket and wallet, but I walk in reverse 

Backup outta' the alley I shoulda' passed in the first place. 

Now time and chance are on my side 

The inevitable has been denied. 

[Chorus:] 

Backwards from point of destruction 

The end is my introduction 

Watch it unfold as I transcend 

Transcends as I watch it unfold