What Have I Done? Lyrics - Mama, I'm Swollen - Cursive

A year now and nothing much has changed 

Holed up in a motel in El Paso 

This was meant to be my great escape 

I got lost along the way 

Amongst free HBO and take out 

Going to write my Moby Dick 

More like scratching lyrics on paper plates 

I spent the best years of my life 

Waiting on the best years of my life 

So what's there to write about? 

What have I done? What have I done? 

So is this my destiny? 

From starlight into eternity 

The gods must be laughing down at me 

Ha, ha, ha 

A traveling salesmen at twenty years old 

Stranded in Ann Arbor with a flat tire 

I watched the sun sadly set 

Any younger, I may have wept 

Much older, I wouldn't noticed 

But I was out there in the world 

Yeah, then the world, it passed me by 

I was telling everyone back home 

That I was taking it by storm 

Instead, I watched it from the roadside 

What have I done? What have I done? 

Are these the best tales I can spin? 

A boy waiting to begin 

A man of no memoirs 

What have I done? What have I done? 

And you're young and you're gonna 

You're gonna be someone 

And you're old and you're 

You're ashamed of what you've become 

Well, take a look around you 

You're preaching to the choir 

Tell me darling, what have I done? 

And I don't, don't know, what have I done? 

What have I done? What have I done? 

What have I done? What have I done? 

What have I done? What have I done? 

Oh, tell me darling, what have I done? 

Oh, c'mon baby, now, what have I done? 

Oh, what have I done? What have I done? 

What have I done? What have I done? 

What have I done?