Ghost 40 Lyrics - Curses

Seeking truth and never finding a meaning 

Have you forgotten about me? 

I found my way back from being lost 

But it's still not home 

I'll never find a place to call my own 

In your world 

Disease, the very thing that you deny 

Realize, I'm better than that 

(I'm better than that) 

Come on! 

A life that we drown ourselves in 

Those in control will continue to lie (to lie) 

But I won't be pulled under 

I won't let myself down 

Eighteen years I wasted living a lie 

Just to see that everything I believe 

Has been justified 

What a waste of time 

I'm sick of living a lie 

Listen when I speak 

I will always put you in second place 

Since you never put me first 

You only preach to hear yourself 

Just listen to when you read his word 

They are empty and hollow 

They are empty 

Eighteen years I wasted living a lie 

Just to see that everything I believe 

Has been justified 

What a waste of time 

I'm sick of living a lie 

Falling forward 

Fall to your knees 

I've finally made amends with who I am 

And who I want to be 

Falling forward 

Fall to your knees 

I've finally made amends with who I am 

And who I want to be 

You're just a fucking crutch 

You will only bring me down 

The day you visit me on my last breath 

Just let me die 

Eighteen years I wasted living a lie 

Just to see that everything I believe 

Has been justified 

What a waste of time 

I'm sick of living a lie 

Eighteen years I wasted living a lie 

I'm sick of living a lie