A Dream Of Beauty & Desire Lost Lyrics - Singles - Cryptal Darkness

[Music: Mark Kelson and Oneil Alexander] 

[Lyrics: Mark Kelson] 

For darkness fills thy soul with such anguish such pain 

I lack understanding of my torment 

to die is my only salvation 

from this life this emptiness I long for solitude 

but my heart is black 

black with hate and a feeling of loss 

Save me I call to you for you are the darkness 

my only happiness my only love 

I dream of the shadows as they fill me with life 

why cant this be so a dream so far 

so very far away this ache is so strong 

"As you departed so did my soul 

in the place that you once lay 

is an emptiness filled by pain 

your spring sent once so sweet 

now leaves me with a bitter smell 

the tranquillity that once consumed me 

is now over come by loss in this garden 

I become stone as a dream of beauty and desire is lost. . ." 

Why am I so alone I cant feel this way 

I?m so alone cant you wont you take me away. . . 

Take me make me yours 

soothe me the way only you could 

I live in vain for without you I am nothing 

sweet darkness take me into your shadows 

tears they fall as the night it calls 

help me find my self I don't know who I am 

In this garden I become stone 

as a dream of beauty and desire is lost. . .