So-called Living, 1991 Lyrics - Crucified

3 a.m. shots ring again 

good-bye to another night's rest 

pusher in the tradewinds been cold two days 

found dead by the manager's kid 

more fights at the show last night 

more leave in the ambulance 

homeboy spendin' the night in emergency 

caught a monkey-wrench in the head 

a life full of nothing, or little more 

this city starts to take its toll 

frustration aches, the tension breaks 

self-destruction takes its hold 

watch me going (ever see despair? just look in my eyes) 

nowhere 

watch me going (here i was born and here I'll die) 

nowhere 

so whats the use continuing? 

if living means nothing more 

than to face another week trying to make ends meet? 

finished off by passing out on the floor 

can't you see that there's more to this? 

or are you content at wasting away? 

live a life that's lost, hide from the cost 

end up dead in a downtown alley-way 

a hand extended there's life at the cross 

there's no need to go on living this way 

can't take seeing another life lost 

or feel again that empty look on your faces