First Time Lyrics - Singles - Count The Stars

So whats wrong with me, I can't sleep, 

pull these bedsheets over me and let me be, 

with broken hearts, and black and blues, 

I' m shivering because I wondered what you'd think, 

if I didn't break, and made a change for you 

It feels like, the first time, that I am standing on my own, 

and I'm not wasted tonight, not wasted tonight 

It takes a part of me, can't you see, 

I'm pushing through your tidal waves so I can breathe, 

with no regrets, so bittersweet, 

I'm holding on because I waited for your call, 

if you care at all, I will wait for you 

Tonight I throw myself into, this blanket of relief, 

where i can get release, but you can't understand, 

whats happening to me, and these songbirds in between, 

sing anthems out to you