Soliloquy Lyrics - Conception

[PART 1] 

[Sweet Lavender] 

Sense the purity of 

your own mind child 

such an innocence 

not yet caught by 

judging eyes 

don't touch me 

little seed 

'cause I'll betray you 

if you follow me 

you'll never see 

Trough a crack 

in the wall 

you watch the world nearly paralized 

by this glimpse of 

tomorrow 

and a glimpse is all 

you'll get 

wherever you fly 

cause you'll go blind 

the moment you 

reach down 

On your way you'll 

start wonder 

where the ocean 

meets the sand 

on your way you'll feel 

that heaven's 

slipping slow through 

your hand 

Sweet lavender 

can't remember 

what it felt like 

running trough 

the rye 

[PART 2] 

[Non-Electric Redemption] 

In the heat of 

her breath 

my life seems 

worthwhile 

when she swallows 

my soul 

I can hear the 

conch'hymn 

and I can watch myself 

moaning, sweating, 

climbing, 

penetrating my prime 

with a smile 

Fill my needs 

give me eternal 

redemption 

call my name 

with a sense of pride 

when I break through 

She's the medium 

I need to find 

my way home 

she's my intermediary 

to everlasting youth 

but I can't find 

myself in the depths 

of her bliss 

is it me 

is it her 

or the world 

we're living in 

Heal my wounds 

bring me eternal 

salvation 

call my name 

with a sense of pride 

don't make me now 

All I gained 

non-electric 

redemption 

she is not what she 

used to be 

before I fell 

tell me why 

why she's crying 

beseeching 

call her name 

with a sense of pride 

as you go down 

[PART 3] 

[In These Rooms] 

There's no purity left 

to save my soul 

from his cavalcade 

and no strength to 

carry on 

don't touch me 

little seed 

'cause I'll betray you 

if you follow me you'll 

never see 

there's a heaven in 

your hand child 

there's a place I'm 

dying to hide you 

Poor lavender 

cold but tender 

life could only 

teach you 

how to cry 

In these rooms 

a plaintive whisper 

fills the air 

on these walls 

I crucify my self 

to hail you 

right now 

the time is ripe 

for change 

the time is ripe 

for change 

pierce my body 

drink my tears 

and my blood 

come, be one with 

me 

through it's 

getting dark 

I can see the light 

through I'm getting 

weaker 

I still feel I'm alive 

Show me the way 

follow me in 

to heaven or hell 

truth our faint illusion 

I need you 

I need your eyes