Refused By Light Lyrics - The Uneventful Vacation - Commander Venus

The light refused us with designed intent 

Into darkness we retreated to seek defense 

With patience and logic new hope extends 

To be different, to be lucky 

And to die happy 

So I go down, down the stair-air-case 

And out, out the front door 

There is no time left to waste 

A lifetime spent being choked 

When I'm at school it's like I'm dead 

Then the weekend comes and I resurrect 

These old fears, these old dreams 

They follow, they're chasing me 

To wipe the cobwebs off my tongue 

And try to speak those ancient words again 

It's patience and logic that killed true love 

Make it easy, stop believing that you can trust someone 

Go find yourself a dry place 

Where the storm can't touch you any more 

Lay down and let time waste 

A lifetime is being choked 

'Cause there's no place left to feel at home 

The years have past and I'm alone 

With these same fears, these dead dreams 

They strangle, they're killing me, me 

To get far