This Is The Last Lyrics - Coalesce

My throat falls numb from the 

Endless execution of contempt's song 

It fails to follow suit in silence even now 

I can hear every word, leave this place 

If only you could just be half as hateful 

If only I could still take you with a grain of salt 

I could fake some respect and hide the pity 

For what I once feared is now somehow down on my level 

I never claimed to see through another's eyes 

I could never inflict such abuse upon myself honestly 

Honest in a sense that I'm willing 

But such intensity is dulled with age 

Leaving me some spoiled child 

I'll take it in stride, with every cheep shot landed 

I took it without crying, now shut the fuck up 

I've always sang the cowards song 

I've never claimed to be, anything but 

Like father like son, we'll find an easy way 

I'll fly so high to no longer hear the hisses 

Of hatred ringing in my head 

Selfishly sober in spite of you 

I'll never be the man to which you compare me 

Selfishly sober in spite of them 

You boast, I'm dead to you and I in turn agree 

I turned a deaf ear on you, I knew the rest 

Sob stories were never my strong suit 

Now just as threatening as I'll let you be 

I keep a short rope and a shorter fuse 

For the one who love's who? 

I won't leave this place 

So boast I'm dead to you with dying breath 

I can't hear a thing, I never could 

Fuck your apologies 

I've tolerated your last death threat 

I don't condone the likes of anyone so keep your word 

And consider me dead to you