Not The Girl I Used To Be Lyrics - Chumbawamba

Wondering, have I given up dreaming? 

Come down from ceiling 

I won't do that again 

Thinking, my misspent history 

Mistakes to teach me 

I won't do that again 

Dreams I kept as a child 

Kept me quiet and hypnotized 

Cooked away my valentines 

Served myself up every night 

Couldn't see me for the trees 

And all that hallmark poetry 

I'm not the girl, I used to be 

Wondering, have I given up dreaming? 

Come down from ceiling 

I won't do that again 

Thinking, my misspent history 

Mistakes to teach me 

I won't do that again 

Trying to break the family ties 

Chocolate hearts and tacky lies 

Heard a thousand crappy lines 

And I believed them every time 

So I beg to disagree, love's not taking all of me 

I'm not the girl I used to be