Middle Ground Lyrics - Chris Webby

Yeah, this is for all the happy rappers 

Who have real nice deals 

And have no idea what it's like to work this hard and still break even 

Yeah, I'm aware I'm a little nuts, and I know I'm a headcase 

Unpredictable moods are the toll that the stress takes 

I carry the worlds weight until my shoulders and neck ache 

My sanity be going down hill like a sled race 

All day my legs shake, like a nervous tick 

This Adderall don't work for shit, it only gives me thoughts that got me worried sick 

Feelings are so bottled up, the cork is decomposing 

That if this shit got opened it would cause a damn explosion 

With overflowing emotions that I kept push down 

Like it was someone I was trying to drown, I know it now 

I'm a little tightly strung and see I know I need to find a doctor 

And a therapist and a shimen who got some miro oscar 

'Cause surviving in this game is full of irratance 

It's got me wondering if I'll make it, my greatest fear is this 

So when you hear my shit, you'll hear the hunger 

As I'm trying to stay financially afloat and keep appearances 

'Cause I've been in this middle ground, people say I made it 

But there's so many that still don't know what my name is 

It's hard to get a grasp on where I stand up in this game 

All I know is I wouldn't be this broke if I was famous 

Shit, I'm almost thirty and still I feel like such a mess 

I added fuel to the fire 'til I had nothing left 

Under stress, with a life full of emptiness 

Giving my all, and not a penny less 

In this middle ground, wondering if I'm going to ever blow 

Middle ground, tearing at the fabric of my soul 

Middle ground, feeling like I'm stuck up in the whole 

These insecurities follow every where I go 

Middle ground, feeling like I'm barely getting by 

Middle ground, second guessing why I even try 

Middle ground, all I know how to do is survive 

So mad that I wanna scream, so sad that I wanna cry 

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I'm sick of felling like I still got shit I gotta prove to you 

What? I gotta go on Sway again for a salute from you? 

Go pull some dumb publicity stunt shot by a movie crew 

Just to be in the same conversation of all these newer dudes 

All my life I've been fighting to be accepted 

And when I'm not I can't help but to be affected 

Unfairly percepted, people making assumptions 

Off my Melatonin levels and the state that I'm rapping 

Like I'm some kind of spoiled one percenter, go and get the facts 

Shit I'm the product of a hard working middle-class 

Just 'cause I wasn't busting a pistol or flipping crack 

Doesn't mean I don't got a story worthy of written raps 

I'm getting by though, there's Kibble up in Moose's dish 

It's better than it use to be but see the truth is this 

I re-invest almost everything into this music shit 

You think I'd still live at my parents if I was rich? 

Really? See I'm just trying to keep my business intact 

My sanity come second to these lyrics that I rap 

Chain smoking from stress but at ten dollars a pack 

I'm killing myself, I'm killing my pockets with every drag 

Fuck it, I'ma keep on pushing though because I deserve the glory 

I got an army of fans that would murder for me 

I do this shit for them until the whole planet has heard my story 

Reporting live from Purgatory 

In this middle ground, wondering if I'm going to ever blow 

Middle ground, tearing at the fabric of my soul 

Middle ground, feeling like I'm stuck up in the whole 

These insecurities follow every where I go 

Middle ground, feeling like I'm barely getting by 

Middle ground, second guessing why I even try 

Middle ground, all I know how to do is survive 

So mad that I wanna scream, so sad that I wanna cry 

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