Numb Phase Lyrics - Choke

what didn't kill me 

left me cold enough to live this lie 

now I drift desensitized reality has 

had it's way with this time 

confidence now lost in comfort 

of familiar habits 

I know it's destructive 

but I can not get past this barricade 

I boiled up inside too high 

I've got to pull out of numbing phase 

hold down this fear 

push back self doubt 

I'm most afraid that I will fall to failure 

so much to say can't get it out 

it's all a waste chaste 

forced to indignant taste 

self propelled rejection 

it's more than I can take (right now) 

so sick of hiding from what I can't face 

so sick of hiding from what I can't face 

I must get through this wall of insecurity 

the thought of rejection more than 

I can take and i've got to get out of this numb phase 

set numb aside 

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