If Society... Lyrics - Cheap Sex

i sit alone in my room at night 

trying to figure out how to make my life right 

all this hate inside my head 

and all my life i am seeing red 

i tell myself there's a better way 

that maybe tomorrow will bring a better day 

i just need to figure it out 

what is happiness all about? 

[Chorus] 

if society doesn't kill me - 

then it will be my mind! 

i look at people walking down the street 

they look content, and their lives complete 

maybe it's me, maybe i can't relate 

and maybe misery has sealed my fate 

i look at my life with a magnifying glass 

i think of the future, then i look at my past 

find all the demons infecting my brain 

gotta kill em now before i go insane!